saYe tahu

saye rase..saye tahu, spw orang yang awk suke tu..

dan perkare nie mmbuat kan saye sedih..
sbb might be orang itu berade didpan mate sye..
dan, orang tu sudh pn berpunye,sbb sye perasan
..ble story jw pasal awak..msty dy terlebih excited..
kadang2..sye jelus, knapw msty dye orang yg awak pilih tu..?!
knpw msty dye.!?

aah~sye mntak maaf klaw cemburu sye nie melampau, tapi,
 klaw orng lain pon yg berade di tempat sye skrang nie..
pasty akn memikirkan prkare yg sme..bt0l x.?

ya allah.. knpw lar aku nie mcm menagih sngt cinte dy..
apw lah yg membuatkan aq tersangkut dngan mamat ni..
Oh Allah, give me da strength and hold me not 2 b ZINA..
jauh kan aq dr zina hati.. sesunggh nye zina hati tu bet0l2 akan membuat ku jaoh lagi dri Engkau..
ya muhaimin.. ampunkan lah d0sa ku..
buangkan lah perasaan ini..

aWak..saya tahu saye salah..
maafkan sye kerne cuBe berebut tempat d hati aWak..
sesungguhnya, sye dlam keadaan kurang sedar..
hanyut dlam buaian syaitan latnattullah..
insyallah, sye akan teruz berdoa agar kitew sme2 menemui keredhaan illahi..
moge allah menjaga hati saye dn jga hati aWak.
jika betol perasaan sye pde aWak.insyallah~
allah telah menentukan segale2 nye..

Perasan Qu

haRi nir hati ku tercari2 sesuatu bende yang aQ rindu.. 

tp, fikiRan ku x dpat brfiKir, apw yng aQ rindu kan tu..

dan..aQ mulai ragu, adkah sesuatu yang aQ cari tu begitu penting 

sehingga kn mateku jGak mencari2 kelibat itu..

ape sbnarnye kelibat itu.?

tibe2 janTUngku berdeguP dngn kencang skali, 

smkin aQ fikirkannya smakin laju degupan jantung aQ..

"Ya Allah, hanYa kpd engkau saja lar aQ memohon ..tenangkan hati ku ini.."

pinTa ku pda yang Esa..

tetiBe aQ sdah terfikirkan apw yng aQ tercari2 tu..

Ya Allah, rupe2 nye dy..

ye! memang aQ cari dy..mane dy nie.? knpe x muncul2..

teringit sangt jmpe kmoo..hnye seketika jw..tolong lar muncul..

sedang aQ sdah berputus asa utK ketemu kelibat dy,,

d saat2 akhir..akhirnye dy  muncul dan sebas dngan aQ..

giRang nye hati ku mse tu.. bibirku terukir senyuman dgan sendirinye.. :)

tp.............dy x bagi aQ apw2 pon..sdiH jgak lar..dh lr, lagu yang dy nyanyikan tu x abiZ pon..hmm~

n, stu perkare ag dy seperti mngejar aQ mse aQ berjaln mnuju ke blok ku..

nk taw x cm ne aQ tw.. 

bb dy update status kat FB ye..aQ perdict jw.x tw lr btuL ka x kn..

bLe agak nye aQ nk luahkan perasan yang sebenar2nye kt dy..

ble agaknye yng aQ nk bgi taw dy perkara yang sebenar..

huhu..tat0t nYe..

-quotes-

i know dat i alWys more to say 'no' than 'yes'..

i know dat i aLwyz prefer to 'siLence' than 'speak'..

 i know daT i prefer t0 'loVe' u than 'hate'..

-n, i'm sorRy about being liKe dat-

ph0ne calL

PAHANG is da beginning place wHre i'm far fr0m my m0m ..my Family..

in first weEk i'hv beEn cry all day niTe..

thinking abt them..oll da tiMe.

daY past day i juZ relize dat, i've collEct a loT of mem0ries..

sweeT, s0ur, bittER..dat kind of mem0ries helP me t0 learn more abt liFe.

i've als0 hv find new frenz wiF da diff status n culture..hihi.

n0wadays, i;m really miss da moment at PAHANG.

oll of them r precious t0 me.. one of many thing dat i most miss when i'm thre

was a  phone call .. a phone call fr0m ibu..

coz, when i was thre she alwyz hve time t0 call me..and hve a long conversation.

thre alwys a new story.. but now.

diff. diff from da past..

ibu is to0 buzy of her business..thre r alwyz no time to bother her..

on da morning, noon n everning..alwys hv c0stumer.. 

when nite she want t0 sleep..

s0metime i'll feel so0 sad dat i couldn't talk t0 her so much..

but, i relize dat i must b obey, c0z she got w0rk to do..n i must undrstnd her..

but, really ibu.. i'm really miss you..really miss uR phone call.

really miss da 2 years ago moment..

i hope dat i can turn da time..

   i really hope dat..ibu, i love u..love u so0 much.. mmuaxxh~!!

mY hearT

saYang.. i reallY miss you..

but, i scared to telL you..

c0z n0w i saw you haVe uR own world and i also haVe my own world..

sayang..i alwaYz want t0 hugz you,but r u stilL want t0 been hugz wiF me..

saYang...i miss you..

miss you so much.. soRry  for eVerthing..

n, sayang soRry for da 5 sePt. 2012..

i'm sorrY saYang..

i swear Dat..i loVe n alwayZ love you.. 

oUr loVe !

mY new prenZ (^^,)

fiRst time huge it..i feEl..wo0! s0o..biG n warm..

but,fun lar..nice t0 meT u biG 'b0y'..hee~

hiS nmE felcren ..fr0m dat day i'm hoRse best frenZ.hee..

da best part dat diS boY liKe is gro0ming..

ta da..!! gr0oming tiMe.. but..in dis pica is mido ..

at dis time,his in injured,so, when gro0ming..we must b careful..

'uncle' say..safety must come frSt..

hha..for more information: grooming tooLs are; 

rubBer curry comb,boDy brush, danddy bRush, comB and hooF pick.

da moSt part dat i l0ve is riDing..yae!!

mounting up is actuAlly as easY as ABC if u d0 it c0rrectlY lar..hi3..

"belagak" ;p

n....da worDs dat i liKe t0 say are "waLk boy..walK, go....oD boy" (^^,)

*aah..i'll miss diS daTed.. 'b0Ys..inSyaallah we'll meet agaIn...muuach loVe u all..

felcren mido rainbow japanense melang etc..

nadiRa's biFdaY

-3 maRch 1992-

t0day is naDira's biFday

we dedicated dis ceLebration t0 our huSEmate..

dis yeAr was her 20's biFday

aLhamdullilah we stilL breaTh in da woRld.

aLlah stiLl giVe her dis opPortunity..thz aLlah.

nadIra didn't aspect dis celebrati0n.

she jusT thought daT we (me, aziE n her) wilL just go 2 diNner.

but, no. ya.absolutelly not..hi3..

we plan dat our huSe was blacKout.

hahaha..n she beliVe dat.i'm s0o glaD..at de enD.dis juSt ouR trick..hi3..

yE..!!we madE it.. BAM.BAM.BUM..!!

i hopE daT nadiRa will liVe wiF da blEssing oF allaH.

healTy n wealTy..(^^,)

i lOve u nadiRa..n d0 we(husemate).

mY adeQ was biG noW..same aGe wiF me loRh..ahaha.. 

notHing

t0day is friday. notHing special f0r 2day.

claz juSt held in da morning . from 8- 11 am.. engineering graphic. 

we learn h0w to draw da titleblock dRawing. 

it'S beGin hard but slowly it's beC0me easy.

after claz ...oF course lar 'baLik wang Ulu'..

buY f0r da lunch .n, bath.. it's hot weather n0w. so betTer go 2 bath. 

mY r0omate saY i waste da water.. ya lar..

1 day almost 4-5 time i'm bath.aha. c0z da weather to0 hot lor.. i can't beaR.hu3..

then, we lunch 2gether lar.. a moment aftr dat i feEl so sleePy...aha.

afTer eat g0 to sleEp.. ZZzzzzz..

wake at 2.30pm wheN my ro0mate g0 her claz malAy..hi3...

ahhh~ n0w i don't know wat t0 do.. it's juSt boring..

ya laR. no h0mewrk. no assgnment. n0 worK to do..

hmm.. iF mY huSe is near bY.i'm suRe c0me back...

hmm..misS my m0m oledy.. it's been 5 daYs not calLing her.. 

ya lAr..she's woRking from dawn to nite..uhu.. 

iBu.. i miSs u.. <3.

can i sAy. i loVe u..?!

-bismillahirahmannirahim-

thaNz f0r da piZza hut..realLy appreciate it.. realLy. :)

dat's mY biFday present rite..mY late biFday present.thZ.!

u know wat. u r mY beSt frenz.. n.

Can i sAy ..i loVe u..?!

i liKe da wAy  u caRe about me. da wAy u adVise me.

da wAy u loVe me.alL i likE. liKe3.saYng.

 i d0n't care iF alL mY frenz jel0us abt ouR relationship

coz i knw u frst. wHn i hapY n saD u'll b wiF me

s0metiMes u know me beTter than i m..

i wouLd like 2 sHre everything wiF u. u can truSt me.

i cAn b uR eaR.i cAn b uR eye..i cAn 2gther xplRe da worlD wiF u.

truSt me. sYang.

waT hapPen ar0und me, i wanT u 2 b da frSt dat kn0w it. 

wHen mY biFday,i wan u R da frst perS0n wsh.

wHen i sicK i wan u t0 b da frst daT caRe.

wHen i hapPy i wan u b da frSt dat shreD it.

wHen i hV a 'spEcial maN' in mY liFe i wanT u t0 b da firSt dat apProVe it.

wHen i'm died i waN u t0 b da frSt dat giVe al-fateHah t0 me.

gAme goes dA saMe.n, i waNt t0 b da frSt daT knOw abt u.

Can't i.?!

nUr zaFira maHmo0d- i hOpe ouR frenzship laSt f0rever-

pr0mise me daT u w0nt g0 far from me, sTay wiF me..promise ye..

i loVe u. loVe u s0o muCh <3

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